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Hey guys I made a club Join Now!!

Journal Entry: Sat May 17, 2008, 5:44 PM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: DJ Styles-Hold me Tonight
  • Reading: The Naive Gangsta Novel
  • Watching: Killer Beating Angel-Dakuro Chan
  • Playing: LOZ: Majora's Mask
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Fruit Punch
Okay I did lol, it's called the Diesel Hedgehog club----> :icondieselhedgehogfans:

Right now I need a co-owner, whoever can take my steed in the art and members so if you want to read the club journal.

Goodbye =3

New Material

Journal Entry: Fri May 16, 2008, 12:37 PM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: DJ Styles-Hold me Tonight
  • Reading: The Naive Gangsta Novel
  • Watching: Killer Beating Angel-Dakuro Chan
  • Playing: LOZ: Majora's Mask
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Fruit Punch
Well I got some new art material from Staples today, mechanical pencils, the main reason I was losing my groove was mainly because I realized I was missing my mechanical pencils, I spent my lunch money on them -_- but I'm happy now I got my stuff...
Anyway there called Mecha Pencils, I use to use them back in the day a long time ago, I just couldn't remember what they were...
I lost them because I lent one to my friend and me and her argued that she took my pencil, ( That bitch ) and the other one had no lead plus it broke T-T...
Well I got them back now =) so that's good, I'm using them in a few artworks of mine, I might be rusty since it's been years I used them...

Well I'm going back to my Zelda roots because I was practicing drawing Link again ( I haven't drawn my Hylian hero in years) I drew him in school and I was happy with the results, my friend said he looked "Child-like" I was happy, because I was drawing him in his farm outfit in Zelda: TP, and it was just the way I wanted him, plus my friend said my Link drawings kick ass, so I'm still practicing.

Too Much too much...

Journal Entry: Mon May 12, 2008, 2:43 PM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: DJ Styles-Hold me Tonight
  • Reading: The Naive Gangsta Novel
  • Watching: Killer Beating Angel-Dakuro Chan
  • Playing: LOZ: Majora's Mask
  • Eating: bbq and mashed potaytoes
  • Drinking: Sprite
Okay...I have some bad news...my anime groove is gone *Blood curdiling scream*

It has been gone since like what? This Month? O_o damn this sucks!
I'm trying to get it back but no anime has inspired me to draw...yet...
Well for now...until I get paid I'm heading out to a book store to get "How to Draw Manga" (any random crap will do, I want the couples but that book is naughty naughty :P)

During the summer and fall, I'm planning on getting it back anyway since that's like the "Not so busiest time for me" for now I'll get keep on with Sonic and other video game art...
I might convert to "Furry artist" too since drawing animals is more of my forte but I'm sticking with my anime art too, as soon as I get my groove back.
I'm gonna keep trying :thumbsup:

First off, I got a meeting for my honor's society, I got straight A's in art, =3, so that's good I guess *cough* Nerd.
Senior trip, sounds...ok, but I might bring a chaperone...
Senior prom, decided to go, but I wanna go with somebody, nervous to even ask "My horrible Sonikku" if he wants to go with me...
Final exams...oh god I know German is gonna kick my ass, I gotta study for that, everything else I'm doing fine in...
and then Graduation...oh man I'm so nervous this is like the end of the road for me, I'm gonna miss high school, but meh I'll drop by every now and then.

So Much On my Mind...

Journal Entry: Sat May 10, 2008, 6:25 PM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: DJ Styles-Hold me Tonight
  • Reading: The Naive Gangsta Novel
  • Watching: Killer Beating Angel-Dakuro Chan
  • Playing: LOZ: Majora's Mask
  • Eating: chicken
  • Drinking: Sprite
Ok well right now I have ALOT of ideas, and things on my mind so far...

Well as some of you know I'm a senior, yes a senior in my High School and in a few weeks is my Farewell =(
along with the damn trip >=( why is EVERYONE going?
Well, I don't have anyone to go with me to Farewell, which is a dance of course, I might go alone, but I'm nervous to ask my friend, he might say no, and I don't wanna get hurt...

Well not only that but I got my reviews for OCC (Ocean County College) I'm in Liberal Art I don't know my schedule I gotta ask my counselor for that...
Mother's Day..yeah I'm going out with the family to eat...

Am I a good artist?

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 8:33 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: DJ Styles-Hold me Tonight
  • Reading: The Naive Gangsta Novel
  • Watching: Killer Beating Angel-Dakuro Chan
  • Playing: LOZ: Majora's Mask
  • Eating: chicken
  • Drinking: Sprite
Sometimes I feel like I'm not a good artist, I always need a reference on things like hands but I use my own pose or maybe I want different eyes for my pics...
I can't add shadows right, nor can I color to save my life, I mean I can color but sometimes the picture comes out more wrong on a scan than the actual picture, I need practice on color pencils....

The reason I'm saying this is becasue I'm seeing my friends Lisette and Matt improve alot, and they do digital art so good, sometimes I get jealous and sometimes I feel like the diploma I got for NAHS (National Art Honor Society) shouldn't go to me.
Look at my gallery, most of the people in my school don't draw that, well I was feeling better when my other friend Rachel said that my stuff is unique and I shouldn't be down about it, nobody can match to what I do.
She's right though...
Well here are my classmates who do other art:
:iconchidori97: Give her some love, she can be a critiquer but she's good, but I wouldn't do her art that way too hard and not my style XD.
:iconartxangel15: He can be critiquer too, but he's good most of the stuff he finds on books and magazines, but I think he needs to be more creative in his work than just straight up copying, but he's good with profiles.
:iconezln1: She's amazing with profiles and she's so nice to my art, give her alot of love she deserves it, she draws dudes so well.
:iconrisingphoenix1: is good, she used to draw anime, but stopped shortly, but her art has improved more, give her credit for that, she still has her anime art so go check it out :)
:iconmatt13346: he comes to me for opinions and I give him brutally honest ones, I can never say it's ugly, but I can say it's this and that, but he's good, I dunno why he comes to me, but I'm always glad to help when he or anyone else needs it, his digital stuff aint bad, people say we draw alike, but I dunno look at his gallery and tell me if he does, other than me he draws anime and Sonic art, so please if you guys and gals love this stuff go to his gallery.